Today was the official first football game of the season.
Let's backtrack a few days.....Ahhh sunny days , crisp nights, lots of laughs....suddenly shattered by one swift move - - my senior year of high school. My classes are horrible, I'm so ever afraid of my English teacher, In my favorite subject of all time. My Lunch Buddies arent in my lunch(last year I was thrown out of my table and befriended these awesome outcasts of the outcasts. Sigh...) I get made fun of by little kids. Yeah, I'm loving it!
Marching band season has begun , we are so freaking unprepared, Im playing quads for the first time, our director thinks everything is just going to magically come together, which it doesn't, ....>>Fast forward to today>>... My ride forgot me....The Guard is driving me insane, our football team got skunked by 43 points, ..... thats basically it. I'm severely stressed out.
I had all of this anger but it wasnt really at anyone. It wasnt everyone either. I guess I just am mad because people don't use their heads. That's why I like Taking it Global. Its not a pathetic room of people trying to get laid. Its real people, trying to improve the world, trying to do their own thing. Its awesome.
People that anger me have no respect for other people, they can be so selfish and rude for a good joke. I like to joke around, maybe too much. But I do limit myself. I'n softspoken unless Im around good friends. You dont have to be loud and obnoxious. Its so.....unneccessary.
I dunno.